hello all~!
SPM is about 77days to go..
and I'm having raya holiday!
I shall spend this whole hol with doing revision):
oh well,i'm still haven't ready for the spm yet);
I know I'm kinda late,but i still having faith in God!
I PROMISE i will try my best,do my best in this heavy exam!
and God will do the rest thing for me(:
what a stressful exam..make me the way to crazy):
I'm currently working very hard, yes "very hard"on the preparation=) i can do it !:D
I'll leave everything in God's hands :)
But whatever, i like to be the person who i am right now ; live with it.
oh well,i shall continue with the past year paper now.till then:)
I am feel like dying now): Argh!!My tears keep drop down once i view your picture when during concert.. I really want to go!!But why?Why the God just don't give us the chance to meet? I tried my best to find everyone I could find to accompany me to the concert.. But,No ones able...This is what God want us to be? I know It's doesn't big matter..Things wont change if i go the concert.. But my heart just feel so want to go..I dunno why>< Poor me..You have to know..The concert had past..and he did well.. Don't u think that is good enough?What u should do now instead of crying here..Is to happy for what he has done ~ Congrats he as much as you can.. Dear see min, Stop crying!hold your head up high..try your very best to give a smile to yourself and also he(: whispered:"Congratulation dear(:You did well and I am proud of you!"
She is a christian! She is very prettay and cute right?She has a really good voice..so she always is the soprano in the choir..(; and she's a very very friendly cutie too..^^ What she describe herself is only ":D"..WEIRD right? She is very weird...She can do the power point faster with using the skill of"copy and paste",But she don't wan and she want to type it her own selves!There is SAME thing you know?LOL right?haha..The power point she use already almost 4 days to do it..but,still,haven done yet..because she is always get distracted by small things :( She got a nickname "panda"from her "rainbow pig".haha.It's so sweet right?hehe.She is a talkative ppl too..I love to be with her.But,how sad that she is going back to Singapore end of this year!Oh no!I will kidnap her that time.LOL.She can't leave us just like that!~T-T The most important is ................. She is now my SISTER=) her name is
Vanessa Tung:D Don't you think she's gorgeous too?(;
沁颖说：“There's a friend for everyone in this world,You just have to find him/her out(:” 我真的很开心她告诉我她找到她生命中的朋友了... 而我，真心的在寻找，等待一位属于我的朋友.. 我真的很希望那会是一段彼此相爱的友谊..彼此依靠.. 任何一方伤心时，不需要一言一语..就能感受到对方的心痛.. 不需要鲜花攻势，不需要短讯传情.. 需要的是真正的关心，真正的在意~ 亲爱的，如果你们真的找到了生命中最重要的朋友了.. 我由衷的祝福你~希望那一位真的是朋友，而不是“过客”..
I've control myself for a long period not to switch on myself to he.. I've did well not to contact with he !!I did it after all the pain to let go and after all the heartache that need to accept the fact he wont belong to me forever.. I always tell myself that "don't ever miss a person that wont miss u..don't fight for a guy that he wont fight for u, Don't love a guys that wont love u!" Before this,I really cant stand on the life that without his message..without he appear on my chat list.. I NEED he and he need me too i think?yea!But now..we can really live very well without each other..Have to thank god? Deep down inside..I actually miss those moment we spend together,Although afterall it's a bad ending..But I am sure that we are enjoying the state of being good~!I have a habit..I like to save our conversation(;I will always copy down and paste it inside my blog draft.and when i miss he..I will go thru all those sweet and bitter moment we had spend together.. One of those conversation..It's after the GOODBYE and we say hi to each other again.Inside the conversation,I told he that i will scare..I scare to fall down to he AGAIN~because I'm actually just a human !I have feeling..And what he said is just so sweet..He said just let God do the rest thing..and it's really Good enough that I am happy and he also happy in this situation... I really care he and love he because he is "he"and is just for he!He is the one pull me back to the hell that i already know the ending still want to get in the hell..I am a stupid!i KNEW the ending!I am right.!The ending was just like what i thought. All the thing we go thru is just like a story!and it's nobody directing..I've suffer in all these before and now still on..
I went back to all conversation and msg just now.Thinking about writing this post had opened the doors to so many memories,I cried..-not tears to pity the ending of this story,but tears of the feeling of love by the girl i used to be was gone~and NEVER will come back again!
Dear God, thank you for loving me,and giving me your all. When I grow up,I will still be serving you. I want to know you more, I want to love you more. I'll never forget you,Lord. In Jesus' name,amen.
I want to know You Lord You are a great big God I'm young and do not know a lot Come and be my all I want to Love You more Giving you my life and all You die for me you’ve sacrificed. I won't forget You Lord
I love You Jesus I will grow up knowing you I love You Jesus I will grow up serving you I love You Jesus My life is saved by you
I will never forget never forget, I will grow up knowing you!
I was deeply deeply touched by the lyrics when I first listened to it. A beautiful lyrics=)
With no regret I will say with my whole life "I love You Jesus I will grow up knowing you I love You Jesus I will grow up serving you "
